Crossing the Hackensack

by Bart Edelman


Passover (5749)

On Fairfax, near Farmer's Market,
I'm told I should marry.
To grow old is no bargain
They mutter in their long black coats
And nod beneath their yarmulkes,
Noticing how my hair thins:
This is a sure sign of worry.
A wife will calm my nerves,
A full head of hair will be mine
One year to the day
I stand under the chupah.
The holiday just tomorrow:
What am I doing with my life?
How can I pray alone on the Sabbath?
From whom shall I receive nachas?
If not now--when?
They offer to make inquiries for me.

Late evening,
I lie alone
Searching the darkened universe
For tiny Stars of David
Glittering in the sky
I dream of endless Seder Plates,
Stacks of Haggadahs surround me,
I cannot reach the charoseth,
The cup I've filled for Elijah
Empties before my eyes,
The Four Questions become Five
And I behold the Ten Plagues
Spread upon the unleavened bread at my side.
I scream
Loud enough
To disturb a Pharoah's nap.

I wake the next day rested
And recite the morning sh'ma.
Dressed in a cobalt suit
I walk to synagogue,
Tallith and phylacteries clutched in hand.
Today's prayer is one of redemption,
God knows my affliction--
Reciting Kaddish,
I ask to be led
Out of bondage from Egypt
Into the land of Israel.


The Harper Returns

To pattern a life--
A deed worth dying for.
In the mother tongue of a father's heart,
A word forever spoken,
A blessing more noble
Than the only son at dawn,
Dangling on a cross.

With wood and wire and glue--
This is how it is done:
Piece by piece,
A temple on a strand of porous sand,
A church in the midnight sun.
Strike your hammer on every golden nail,
Singing hymn after hymn.

And it is never complete:
Reeds bend in a wind,
Dancers dispense with the dance,
A steady strain drops beyond the vale,
One lone voice echoes...an emerald glen.
Still, the architect stretches silver strings
Across the shores where once Cuchulain walked.

for Dennis Doyle


(C) 1993 Bart Edelman

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